There are times when it is really really extra hard to be gracious and grateful for what you have, like just being a parent. This job is not always easy. It’s not all wine and roses, not all fun and games. Some days there is whining and shouting and “I don’t want to!” from everyone. There are so many times when I wish they would just. be. quiet. for 30 seconds. Just 30 seconds!!!
Then, there are those times when I’m putting them to bed, and it’s just the three of us, because Elliott gets a rare night out. I still have work I need to do, and it’s already 8:30, so that means it’s going to be a late night (again). But, we’re laying there, and they’re finally settling down, and Lennon puts his arm around me and says, “You’re cute. Can I hug you?” (Are you crazy? Of course you can hug me, you insanely adorable little guy.) Noel keeps asking for lotion, so I tell him that when Lennon’s asleep, I’ll get him some. Finally, Lennon’s asleep, and I get the lotion. Noel tells me that I’m mean for not getting him the lotion sooner. I let it roll off. I say, “Am I meaner than Oscar the Grouch?” “Yes,” he replies. “You’re meaner than a saber tooth tiger,” I tell him. And he giggles. “You’re meaner than a T. Rex.”
And it goes on like this, until we can think of no more mean things, and we’re quietly giggling…
“You’re meaner than Luke Skywalker,” I say. “Hey!” he laughs. “That’s because you’re not mean. You’re sweet and nice and I love you.”
“You’re meaner than C3PO.”
And we say goodnight, and say that we love each other.
I go back a few minutes later to give him an extra kiss. “Goodnight Storm Trooper.”
“Goodnight Clone Trooper.”
And even though I still haven’t started that work, this seemed more important.